In Pain and Pleasure… Till Death Do Us Apart

So many years have passed in matrimony and both of us know how many more years we have been together before being man and wife. When we got married we thought we had it all and just nothing could ever creep between us.

Both of us believed that the love we shared meant everything and you always told me that I had what it took to be your wife, and so did I reciprocate that you were the man of my dreams, but I guess we were both wrong. All the promises we made to each other to be cherished forever now no longer remain the same in spirit. What went wrong? Where did it all go wrong cause we I knew you loved me, but times change people don’t you think so?

How I thought we had it all. It used to be good. The love that we had, but when it grew moldy both of us hardly realized it. And remembering the days when it was good the before and the after of you...and of me. Sometimes, we just see it as a self-inflicted unhappiness and at times, we see it as putting so much on our minds to worry about. And yet at times I feel it can't be happening and it is untrue, no not with us. It is hard to break away from this thing called 'LOVE'. Our minds feel cluttered with emotions of doubt and there are times when both of us feel that our dreams are now scattered about. Questions we ask our heart for its eternal needs and somehow it only replies with a skip of a beat.

Deep inside we know that it will unfold only one hidden secret that has been told over and over again and that is what covers our souls like a blanket in the cold. The love that we have found for each other and though we cry, though our body feels weak and old we still come to terms with each other only because of LOVE.